Realization

Last night seemed to bring many things to me. The biggest of them all was realization. I noticed that it was June 16th. I only had a half of a month left until it was July. After that, time would go by like nothing. My party would roll around then I would only 3 days left in the States. I thought of the people that would miss me, the birthdays, sports events, holidays, and parties I would miss. It might not seem worth it to many people, but I knew it is way worth it.

I realized that even though July 31st may seem far away, it truly isn't. I still have time to spend with friends and family, I can still have time to get ready emotionally and physically, I can learn more about what I will be doing next year, and I can have time to be ready for the adventure that is coming towards me.

I didn't want to leave so soon, but I know that I need to explore the world and see what else I could do. I'll be in Sweden for almost a year, then I'll be going on a Euro-Tour to see many different countries within Europe before leaving to come back to the States to see my friends and family. I think that going to Sweden, meeting different exchange students from different countries, going on the Euro-Tour, and visiting the different places, will open my mind to many different ideas. Maybe I will move to Europe. Maybe I will just visit Europe. Who knows? 

Experiencing what I am going to do is going to be a life time in less than a year. So I am going to make sure that I live like there is no tomorrow and make sure that I have fun doing whatever I am doing, I'll experience everything that I can, and try things that I would never think of doing.